2005-11-13 ¤ 10:47 p.m.
smokin blunts is a daily routine
splish ¤ splash

Wow. Fucking wow.
My life is so different now...so much has changed in these past 6 months.
So I broke up with John, and then started hanging out with Steve and then we eventually ended up togethher, I moved in with this girl Kat (Steve's friend), and then moved out with Steve, which is where I'm living now.
I broke up with John because I thought he cheated on me, but now I'm pretty sure he didn't, I think I basically had just fallen out of love with him and that was kind of my excuse to end the relationship.
And I had met Steve...well, I met him awhile ago because we both worked at Boston Market. But I never even really talked to him until April...almost May. Then we started hanging out sometimes...oh, and at the time we were living with my mom's friend, but then he kicked us out, so then I really had to find somewhere to live, because my mom couldn't really take me anywhere with her because I'm not a minor...so he told me about his friend that needed a roommate and so I met her one time and moved in the next day.
Then he just started staying the night more and more often and he pretty much just moved in with me.
I love him so much...we're so good for each other...we have amazing conversations and he makes me laugh..
There's only 1 problem. He's 26 and he thinks I'm 21. Yeah, we live together and he still doesn't know how old I really am. I would have told him sooner but I know he would leave me, for sure...
I have no idea what I'm gonna do when he finds out. But it's gonna be crazy.
I have cable internet now so I should be able to update a lot more...I have lots to say.